i don't even know...

my soul is asleep...trying to escape
Escape from what? I guess from my fears...
It is chained with depression, denial and lust...
i hope to find the key that's been hiding in the dust.

This dust is thick and has been a part of my heart,
for 3 long years, it has covered my flesh and blood...
How long will it stay..can someone take it away?
It's been an illness, that's taking my life away...

Tik, tak minutes..hours..and days..
I still want to be saved..
My eyes are blurred, it slowly closed
My soul is asleep, still trying to escape....