WITHIN ME

My life...so weak..i feel useless...every air i breathe goes deep inside my soul...my heart aches..there's pain in my chest...it's not because of silicon implant coz my breasts are natural...there's a total blackout in my brain...depression,anger and hatred eats my soul...i wanted to live more and reach the light...but how long will i live? I can no longer bare the pain and suffering that i've been going through...will someone help me...I think not...for my friends never see the real me...