Imaginations

Whenever i get lonely...i always imagine a girl wearing a dark gray fur jacket, facing the sea...i only imagine half of her body not because she is a "mananananggal" or what so ever but because..it's like a scene in a movie...trying to capture the best shots and best angles of the actress...(and also..hoping to win the "Best Picture" in Oscar's..corny..)..i imagine the girl...feeling the cool breeze coming from the sea...while looking at the sunset...she seems so happy yet, uncontented with her life...she is pretty...but her eyes are lonely...she resembles a Korean actress that i've seen before in the television...why her??i don't know...why that scene...?still, its a mystery...i always do this..(imagining her..) when i feel like, my hearts gonna die...i always thought that...i'll die from heart attack....but then again i thought...i was just over reacting...there's just too much pain in my heart that even the doctors can't make it heal...no pill in this world that can take the pain away from my heart...and i don't understand why....?why is this happening to me??I did'nt do anything....i just learn how to live like normal humans do but...is it really like this...?Is this pain a part of living...?are we supposed to feel such pain that even the doctors can't make it heal...?is this for real or am i just over reacting again...?still...the question remains....i am a cyborg...and im not suppose to feel anything...

*bhrenz other side

BRAVO!!!...sniff...sniff....Ang drama mo....hahah!pero yung iba pong sinabi ng bruha na yan totoo...nag-iimagine siya ng ganyan at nakakaramdam yan ng ganyan...Pa-checkup ka na huy!!!ahahah...this is your "makulit na alaga ni bhrenz" now signing off...