As i open my eyes to see if the sun has comeup to enlighten my soul...restless memories from my past interfered...I saw a girl in a dark corner...crying and bleeding...Crying, I don't know why...Bleeding, i believe it's not because of her menstrual cycle...she slowly lifted her head and looked at me...tears slowly fell from her cheecks...its blackbecause of her eyeliner...she was just staring at me..then there' s a sudden change od scene...i was inside a human body...everything's so cool..i walked a few steps until i saw something different..is this a heart? It has many wounds...looks like a slash from a knife...but why and how come..the wounds are still fresh..some of it are still bleeding...Whose body is this anyway? This heart looks so weak...It doesn't beat normally..I think that the one who owns this suffers from a great pain..when i touched the heart, I suddenly felt pain on my chest...and then, the next thing i knew i was lying on the floor...weak, crying, bleeding...is it me? Am i the girl from my dream? I hope not...for I still wish to see the light rather than to end up my life...

WITHIN ME

My life...so weak..i feel useless...every air i breathe goes deep inside my soul...my heart aches..there's pain in my chest...it's not because of silicon implant coz my breasts are natural...there's a total blackout in my brain...depression,anger and hatred eats my soul...i wanted to live more and reach the light...but how long will i live? I can no longer bare the pain and suffering that i've been going through...will someone help me...I think not...for my friends never see the real me...